An Unkindred Spirit.

Here it is, your future. An elaboration of what on earth is not intended or expected to challenge your beliefs, encouragements or even your excitement; but it does. As a little girl playing with dolls and Barbies, you created a fictional family; mom, dad, brothers, sisters and extended family and friends, gathered with a story... Continue Reading →

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9/06/19..  The day my world as I knew it was about to teach me something I never knew would kill apart of me.  It was August 28th 2019, I woke up to the sound of my alarm ringing, kids playing & dogs panting. As I rubbed my eyes, I checked my temp like any other... Continue Reading →


Four months plus one? What does that even mean?   Well, I have successfully failed 3 months of Femara. I failed them because I didn't conceive. And plus one? That is because we are currently on our first cycle of the trigger shot. Whats the trigger shot? This shot is filled with HCG. It is... Continue Reading →

Feeling of Failure

As the days go by, I feel as though I am one step closer to giving life to a child and one step closer to giving up entirely. If it wasn't for my husband, I would have done given into my failures a long time ago.. Today is the last day of my first round... Continue Reading →

New Adventure Awaits!

Sooo... We Did It... Oh wait, What did we do? 😀   Now that the cliff hanger is out there... I suppose I should tell you that we are looking deeply into our options since Clomid did not work for us. While EVERYONE'S judgments on how may kids we should have is still heavy on... Continue Reading →

Second Opinions

So.. I did it. But, what exactly did I do?? It's been awhile since my last blog and I apologize. I was giving you a moment to catch up through the many written blogs and share! Short and sweet... The days are still cruising by but today was a different day. I got serious a... Continue Reading →

Alternative Route

Shut everything off, take in a deep breath, hold it for a couple of seconds.  Shut down all of the ruining and dysfunctional thoughts. Have nothing running through your head but silence. Listen to your heart beating and your lungs taking in air. You're human. Nothings going to be perfect every second you're alive... Lately... Continue Reading →

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